Not Forgotten - Part Seven

by Khaki, Charon, Ally, and Kari Jo - Holly


Logan and Jubilee rode all night. It was hard to track someone by smell when they were flying, but Logan was lucky. The wind had been blowing all night steadily from the Southwest, which seemed to be the direction Carol was going. Logan lost her scent in the early morning hours. The wind hadn't shifted, so he figured she must've stopped to rest.

It took them a while, stopping at all the small towns they came across in the direction Carol had gone, but by early afternoon, Logan had found her scent. They were in Clarkston, Illinois, in front on Mary's Diner. There was another familiar scent here, but it had faded, and Logan couldn't place it.

They went in and ate lunch, asking the waitresses and cashier about Marie.

"Yep, I remember her, poor gal. I was working LeAnn's shift and she came in at about 2 in the morning. Something had her awful upset." The waitress's face turned suspicious. "Why're you lookin' for her anyway?"

"She ran away from school," Jubilee piped in.

"You two don't look like any school officials to me."

"Look, did you see where she went or not?" Logan asked.

The waitress paused, and then shrugged like she figured it wouldn't do any harm to tell them. "She left, 'bout an hour after she came in, with an older man. Could've been her grandfather, I don't know. He had one of those ritzy accents, definitely upper class. Good tipper, too."

The description clicked with the scent Logan had picked up outside. Carol had left with Magneto.

**********

The Professor met with Scott, Jean, and Ororo over breakfast, telling them what he had discovered.

"How did Magneto find her so quickly?" Jean asked. "He's not psychic. How could he possibly know that she left?"

"He has to be watching the school," Scott pointed out, his logistical mind analyzing all angles of the situation.

"I agree. But we have more than one security problem," the professor added. "What do we do about Carol? Cerebro lost her as soon as she entered Magneto's car. She was an X-Man. She has all of our passwords, all of our top secret information."

"Carol would never..." Ororo started, but she was interrupted by Jean.

"Why not? She thinks we all want to kill her and bring Rogue back. Why should she have any loyalty to us after that?"

**********

It had taken two weeks. Two weeks of searching, following bad leads and old trails, before they'd finally found the right lead. They finally found Magneto's new lair, deep in the Rocky Mountains and far away from prying eyes.

Logan was following Carol's scent, picking locks with his claws as necessary. Jubilee followed, alert, hands up and at the ready to attack. Neither of them was ready for the sight of Carol as they turned out of one corridor and into another.

"Logan, Jubilee, ya found me." Her voice was soft, lilting with a southern accent that was all Marie.

She was back. Marie was back in control. Logan was so overcome with joy, he didn't realize his mistake until it was too late. A solid object pounded into the back of his head, knocking him to the ground. As his vision grayed and he lost consciousness, he heard Sabretooth's growl and a familiar laugh.

Marie's smell, that's what had been wrong. It wasn't Marie, or even Carol. It was Mystique, and she was laughing.

**********

"Get yer hands off me, ya overgrown rug!" Jubilee's cries echoed off the metal halls and into Carol's room.

'Jubilee? She came to find me? Huh, never figured her for a close friend, but still if she came for me...' Carol's thoughts were interrupted by Jubilee's cries.

"Logan, wake up. Help me here."

'Logan. Jubes hadn't come to save her. She'd come to help Logan kill her and take Marie back.' She felt anger creep into her soul, anger mixed with worry. She wasn't sure which of the personalities in her head were had those feelings, maybe all of them.

All this time, she had resisted Eric's attempts to get her to reveal the X-Men's secrets. Even though they had betrayed her, she still couldn't turn on her friends. So far, Eric hadn't pressured her. Now, Logan and Jubilee were here, and she found her loyalties pushed to the edge. She was either an X-Man or a member of the Brotherhood. There was no middle ground anymore.

**********

"Tea?"

Carol looked at Magneto, at the cup he held out and back at her feet. She sat in silence and scuffed one foot along the floor in an arc.

"What's bothering you, my dear?" he took a leisurely sip as he waited for her to answer.

"I had a nightmare," she replied.

Magneto nodded, "Well, I hardly need remind you such things are of no consequence."

"I know," Carol shook her shoulders.

Magneto continued to drink, biding his time for her peace. "How is Logan this morning?"

"I can barely hear him... inside," she admitted. His presence had lost its intensity over the past few days in the rocky fortress. Magneto had been right, she'd had time to regain some control.

"But since they arrived yesterday, Jubilee hasn't stopped yelling and he snarls continuously."

Magneto frowned, "I'll have Creed take care of that for you."

"It's not so bad," Carol dismissed.

She trembled to see that hulk of a man - the psychotically unraveled brute. Somehow it hurt to think she might unleash that on people who had once been her friends. Besides, it wasn't Jubilee's calls or Wolverine's growls that disturbed her. It was the questions... inside. Carol slipped her fingers, elegant fingers, through a cup handle. She gulped down the tea thirstily.

"Have you made your decision?" Magneto watched like a vulture as she sucked it down so desperately tea spilled down her chin.

"When do you need it by?"

Magneto raised a hand and a silver clock floated onto the table between them. "Twenty-three hundred hours, tomorrow."

"A day?"

"A little more, my dear, but you have had two weeks."

Carol nodded and pushed herself away from the table. She needed to talk to someone, but not this twisted husk in front of her. Magneto was a casualty of war and he hadn't even noticed that he was dead yet.

Her fingers spasmed and the cup smashed onto the floor.

**********

"She was your friend too!" Jubilee banged her palm into the wall again. "Oh damn it," she clasped her hand suddenly as she felt a sting.

"Feeling useful?"

Wolverine sat propped up against a wall, his legs spread wide over the floor. He'd regained consciousness soon after having been tossed in here with Jubilee. Thick stone surrounded him, except for the entrance where there appeared to be nothing. But they'd found how deceptive that was when Logan had pushed an arm through.

He'd regained consciousness an hour later, with Jubilee hovering over him as his blood still flowed through a wound. The barrier was a lattice of the killing energy, and points of light skittered across the `bars', marking out their presence.

Jubilee was watching him, as he breathed steadily, letting his whole body swell with air and then fall. She held her hand tightly and eyed him. Suddenly, Logan leapt up as his nose raised into the air. He inhaled deeply, in a crouch, before a wicked grin spread across his face.

"Missed ya, darlin'," he growled.

Carol started at his voice, so close to the barrier where she stood in darkness.

"I keep forgetting what you are," Carol replied.

"You may as well come out."

"Carol?" Jubilee walked forward, peering around the corner.

Carol seemed to appear in front of her, "Who else, Jubes?"

"How's things going with Magneto?"

Carol narrowed her eyes.

"C'mon, Carol. How does it feel to shack up with the guy you've always hated?"

"Jubilee," Logan tried to calm her.

Carol ignored her and looked at Logan, "I have little more than a day to decide what I'm going to do."

"What's the choice?"

"Whether to murder us or –"

Logan's hand clamped around Jubilee's mouth and he eyed Carol.

"Help them or leave. I guess. It's never really been spelt out, but there may be fighting. Possibly torture," Carol looked at them pointedly, "For some of us."

Jubilee wriggled and Logan let her go.

"And you thought you'd come say hello and best wishes? How uncharacteristic," she retorted.

"You keep waiting for me to snap," Carol looked hard at Jubilee, "Because then you think Marie will pop out and save the day."

"Would that be so bad?"

Carol turned away from them, disappearing back into shadow. Jubilee huffed and retreated to a corner of the room. Despite her exhaustion she could only concentrate on the rawness of her throat and the hunger pang in her stomach.

Logan sat against the wall, near the invisible bars and listened to the quiet breaths on the other side.

"She thinks you're gone," Logan finally stated. Jubilee didn't even notice his voice or the slightest movement of his rough face.

"She dreamt of you," Carol replied softly. Logan closed his eyes and Marie's face flooded into sight. He'd dreamt of her too.

"All she wanted for so long was to be in your arms. She wanted your touch. Hell, she wanted a lot of you," Carol's voice shivered.

Logan let her speak, knowing this was why she had come. She was trying to atone, or at least confess.

"Did you know... it wasn't always like this, Logan. I..." Carol bit into her lip, steadying herself as she remembered, "When I woke up, I couldn't feel her at all. I opened my eyes and there was this big, white room. And I stretched my fingers and all I could think was they felt wrong."

Logan murmured, encouraging her. He was picturing his Marie's body on a medlab, her eyes being opened by a stranger who didn't know any better.

"It was the hair that confirmed it, long before Jean let me look at a mirror. When I could, I bleached those damn streaks out..."

Carol spoke, retelling the story of how she'd come to realize what she was now. And how Marie had been silent in those first days.

"It was the blood that did it. I cut my hand on a fence. Left a scar when it healed. She liked the scent of blood... I think she saw that as so much of your relationship. This mutual martyrdom crap."

"Not a martyr, not yet," Logan warned.

Fabric rustled against the stone as she shrugged.

"The hardest thing... the most painful thing to learn was that Marie doesn't live in me."

Sweet features loomed through the darkness as Logan opened his eyes to see her face just in front of the barrier.

Carol took a deep breath and Logan leaned into the vision. It was dark enough to shadow the bleached hair, as a strand fell forward. "I live in her.... I live *in* her."

"You know what you have to do, Carol," Logan stared at her intensely, "You know you have to give her control."

"I don't want to lose control!" Carol whimpered.

"You're not losing it, you're returning it."

Carol's fingers reached into a square hollow of the barrier and Logan stared at the fingers for a moment. Marie... he reached forward and brushed his fingertips against them.

"She doesn't want to lose this either," Carol replied.

"But you know... you *know* this isn't your life," Logan whispered hoarsely. Across the room, Jubilee tossed a little where she dozed.

"I know," Carol broke off as a tear flowed down her cheek, "But it's not that simple, Logan. It's not that easy to die."


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